November 30, 2018
I finally believe I am who I am supposed to be after being lost for so long. The road has been rugged and terrifying at times, how I have been able to come out as well as I have amazes me every day and I am so grateful that my will to live was stronger than my will to die. There are still days that I am not at my best, but there are more days now that I am and I am learning to take them one day at a time. I am finally able to cope again with the things that used to cripple me, and I didn't think I would ever be able to change that for myself.
Each morning I wake up now I am filled with feelings of love, peace, acceptance.....HOPE. I go over in my mind how much I love and appreciate the ones who have stood beside me and who have given me their support. Jim and I recently got married and let me say this, I never imagined in my wildest dreams that I would feel so impacted by love and being loved. He is my true hero and knight in shining armor, and has shown me what unconditional love is. To Jacob as well, he is adopting him and Jacob will be taking his name we couldn't be more proud.
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